Monday, March 22, 2004


You're Perfect ^^
-Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which
means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're
the kind of chick that can hang out with your
boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't
care about presents or about going to fancy
placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy
being around your boyfriend.

What Kind of Girlfriend Are You?
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My Claimed Wings...

Your wings are BROKEN and tattered. You are
an angelic spirit who has fallen from grace for
one reason or another - possibly, you made one
tragic mistake that cost you everything. Or
maybe you were blamed for a crime you didn't
commit. In any case, you are faithless and
joyless. You find no happiness, love, or
acceptance in your love or in yourself. Most
days are a burden and you wonder when the
hurting will end. Sweet, beautiful and
sorrowful, you paint a tragic and touching
picture. You are the one that few understand.
Those that do know you are likely to love you
deeply and wish that they could do something to
ease your pain. You are constantly living in
memories of better times and a better world.
You are hard on yourself and self-critical or
self-loathing. Feeling rejected and unloved,
you are sensitive, caring, deep, and despite
your tainted nature, your soul is
breathtakingly beautiful.

Image is a painting by Natalya Nesterova,

*~*~*Claim Your Wings - Pics and Long Answers*~*~*
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Sunday, March 14, 2004

What Movie I Belong In...

Power Rangers Movie!

What movie Do you Belong in?(many different outcomes!)
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Friday, March 12, 2004

Tonight Just Sucked Horribly. My Eyes Are Burning... >.<

Everything went fine today. I babysat my nephew, and my mom didn't have to work today, so I didn't have to be the only one watching him. Gave me time to sit around and play for a while. Then around 11:35 pm, my sister, Shay, shows up ready to go home with her baby. Around 11:40 pm, Shay calls us to tell us that she's been in a car accident. Some stupid motherfuckers ran the red light and hit her front end. She was going 30 mph, while the fucktard in the other car was doing AT LEAST 55. They were going so fast, that they mowed down a tree (relatively small compared to the ones that can KILL).

Shay, being enraged at the crime, chased them down the street, where a passing driver actually pulled over to witness the scene. The culprits stopped, and began unloading clothes and other unimportant junk out of the car. The witness noticed that one of the men in the car got out with a gun. Fortunately, the guy must have noticed the man that witnessed the chase, or else my sister could've either been shot or beaten to death in front of her son. Chasing them was very foolish. The criminals fled down the street and sought refuge in one of the nearby houses. Six people in all were in that car: 4 men, 2 girls. All guilty of something, or else they wouldn't have run. When my mother and I got to the intersection of where the accident ocurred, there was debris from both of the cars involved strewn about every which way in the street. Seeing this, I was sure that my sister's car was (and is) in horrible shape.

We get to where the car chase ended, parked, and checked out both vehicles. Shay's car's front end is just FUCKED UP; the bumper is destroyed, the passenger front end of the car looks like a torn aluminum can, pieces are hanging out, and the radiator is busted. The other car's front end was even worse. Luckily, Shay wasn't going fast enough for the bastards to hit her in the side; my nephew was in there for Christ's sakes. Speaking of him, I got him out of the car as soon as we got there. My grandfolks showed up as well; upset very much they were. I just stood there (in my pajamas) and just sobbed. I'm soo pissed off. My sister worked hard to get the car she had; she used her tax refund to purchase it. She's doing so well, and someone just comes along and blows a good thing for her.

To make a long story short, the cops showed up, got the story from my sister, got the culprits' car (it's most likely a stolen vehicle) towed away, and she put her car in our empty lot. Then we drove her home. I will pick her up tomorrow so she can go to work, and I keep the baby as usual. My eyes are still burning from the crying. >_<


Thursday, March 4, 2004

My Drives in Life (part 1 of ?)

I want to be someone someday. I like to draw, try to animate with flash, take pictures, maintain my own website, and practice designing websites. I would like to do all of this for a living, freelance preferably. I would also like to work for the likes of Nintendo. I would like to make my own game, PC or console. Of course, I would like to have my friends help me as well.

I would like to continue my college education and graduate with at least my associates degree in Graphic Communications. I would like to give back to my loving family who sacrificed for me when they were raising me and my siblings, or else I don't even think I would be able to pursue college. I would like to buy my mother the dream home that she's always wanted. I would LOVE to be with a guy that would love and respect me for being just me and not worry about me meeting expectations or desires. I would love to have a family of my own when I am ready. I would like to give my nephew and future nephew/niece (this is just a thought hanging in the air) every toy their little hearts would desire, in case I am not able to bear children of my own in the future.

Another one of my drives in life is to try and make more friends and find more people like myself, and those who offer me more in ways of personality and emotional stability. I don't need a human crutch, just someone I know that can help ease the pain of when I fall on my own. I have but a few people like that outside of family ties; 2 to be exact ( a 3rd is somewhat questionable, since we don't communicate as much now that we are apart). There are definitely times when I like my solitude, but overall I hope to never be alone.